Tell me why you test me

Can you tell me why you test me?
What plans do you have with me?
Where do you want to take me?
What do you want me to do?

Want to see if I am worth the effort?
If I have content or a heart on the right place?
Do you want first to see if I have the capacity
to be your companion, wife or the shapeshifter

of our life together, the happiness in suspense?
Is it that you want me to give birth of children,
more special than your life itself?
If you could just tell me why it is that you test me.

I can hear you. I can feel you. I sense you.
You talk to me through your heart and vivid imagination.
I listen to your heart and percieve its desire.
I share the hope, join the feeling and wait.